Yesterday, finally i resigned. My Last day is 13th April but.....i dont have many shifts on next week yet so in a way, this week might be the last week. No More Langham!. Once again, i will miss some people at there but i wont miss that place.

I am goingto resign today! Finally! work there a year and half so, thats long enough. Time to go to next stage in my life!

Um...... will misss peoplein langham but wont miss that place.

I am doing job hunting more seriosuly now since come back from Darwin. I am going to get P.A form from Langham today. No More Langham Life for me. Totally i am over it. Deffnaly, went to Darwin tells me something.

Laterly, i am having very good relationship with my family. I am an aidle in my family now. hahah.....cant belive it. Well, thats because of since i relaised something which i wrote in my very first blog. Very Proud of myself now, very proud of my family etc, very proud of my life!!!! I am Seiji, Here I am!!!

Yesterday, i D.L many of Nathan Fake tracks and .......this guy is awesome!!. Cant belive he is only 23years old this year...only one year older than me and making this incredible music........Respect!!!!.......but still i dont wish to be like him....as in.....i am proud of myself so,......dont jelous about him. I know he is making so much money.....but yeah, i am burning same as he does so,.......i am happy with it but really, this guy is great. Sound Balance, Melody, Beat, everything is perfect.

Just come back to Home. Melborune is hot today. around 34 degrees.

Feel like New Life is staring now because i had a holiday and re-set my mind. I know i said this 100 times already but again. i learned so much things from this trip.

1, Australia is bigger than what i imagined
2, Importance of what i do in my life.
3, Melborune is not only the place to live.
4, Its actually fun going away just by-myself...its not hard to make friends.

There are a few more but too many to mention.

Back to My Reality now.....Especially with Work......

I am @ Darwin Airport now. Just waitting for boarding.

I dont want to go back but its time to back to my normal life. I learned so much things with this trip. Well, most importnant thing which i learned was "Australia is bigger than what i imagined." Yes, absolutely.

My IELTS Drama finished yesterday. Hope i can get more than 5. I am only worry about writting part.......its hard and didnt understand question clearly. Ah well, nothing i can do from now. Really, i dont want anymore IELTS Drama.......Enough.....

Big thanks to everyone who support me for this IELTS Drama.........Appriciate it.....


P.S......Why my flight is stop over in Adeleide? I thought its Direct flight!!!!

Hello From Darwin!

I am having a fun in here. I dont want to go back to Melborune now. Reality is waiting for me in Melborune.....which i dont like. I realised that Melborune is actually very busy and big city since i came to Darwin. Everyone is too busy about them-selves in melborune include me. In Darwin, people seems more friendly and relax. Time goes very slowly and peacefully.

I am going to IELTS in an hour. Very Exciting! I have been waiting for 5 month for just 1 test so, yeah....very exciting now!! i will Talk alot today at Speaking test.

At Dave's house, i really like playing with Aidan and Taylor. They are very cool kids. I like playing with kids because i can be kids as well. Dave and his wife(I just cant spell her name) are very nice and kind too. For this IELTS, I relaized that i have been getting so much support from many people. Only the things which i can do for them is that i get more than 5.....I will!!!!!

get up at 8:00 and go to work. At the end, Cold lader is the last shift before going to Darwin. Seafood section.....well dont have any problems by now. everything was ok. However, Sudarshan gave me extra jobs so after lunch i was busy. Make Sandwiches, make this, that, close buffe, Prep, Set up Buffe again, finish a few more jobs and thats it. After finish, super tired. Um....i was bent. Didnt somoke for 7 hours.....thats record...

Come home, check e-nmails....got reply from Nike and said "Ur Applicaition doesnt meets our requirement however all the best....." Yeah Yeah Yeah....whatever....they dont need to do that kind of shit.

Really, only 2 more days to go to Judgement Place Darwin. Very Exciting and i am thinking i should see Jumping Crocodile in Darwin......as a Crocodile Fun from when i was kid. I am actually very happy that i chose Darwin for Judgement Place because its not big tourist place and not many people knows about Darwin so, yeah.....i always like more underground place than commercial tourist place. Hope Airplain wont crash.....

Um...........Day Off. Doing Nothing....this is what day off to me. Just realxing.

Downloaded more music. Today's hit was 2 Pac:Lost Soul. An Another great rack by 2 Pac. His sound is always totally different with other hip hop, RnB artists. "Wait untill rain turn to Sunshine. My Life, My Life, My Life, My Life....." Great lyrics.

I am Seiji!!!! Here I am!! Bring anything on!!!!

Tonight was the last Shift before going to Darwin.
Thats wasnt busy at all. I was almost just hanging around. Chop Carrot, check outside, give hand etc.....I feel like i didnt do enough for get money.......just hanging around and get pay....ah well. Around 9:50, 2 guests came in for dinner and they were so rude!!!! Well, i know which nationality they are but i dont mention in here. Just say Rich Ugry guy with a Bitch. Usual Story in one particular country. What does it mean by "Give me Tom yum Soup".....i serve soups to guests as much as i have time but.....not to guests like her......."Give Me Soup".....Who are u???. Money change everything......for some peoples. What a sad story it is.

Last Blog for a day.

Download a few tunes tonight. Um.......Best one was "Filterheadz/ Cartagena". I liked this track from when its released last year but couldnt Download till now because its not that popular track. Its always hard to find some techno tracks for D.L because its not popular music like others.
Also, LJT Bukem is very cool. D.L about 15 tracks. Very Groovy Drum and Bass.

Always Love Music!!! Motivate Me, Makes me cry sometimes, Support me, Helps me. thats what music is to me.

Good Bye to today and Hello to tomorrow.....

Today is the Blog day to me. I have a lot of things to write because simply i am super positive right now.....

Swimming was ok but a guy who was swimming in same lane with me was so fast so i had to swim fast too because other wise he could over take me which i really dont like. If he tookover me that means 'I am Slower than you.....so please go fast." but i said to him " U swim very fast....". Getting regular visitor in sea bath as well.....its always fun becoming regular in place i go.

"Today is the most important day in my life than tomorrow, yesterday, next year or last year!"
This sentence suddenly came into my head today when i was waiting train.....Either i am sad, happy, angry or anything, today is the most important day.

This manth has been very funny because itsabsolutely like up and down up and down. One day i am happy and next day i am sad and next day i am happy........

Feel My Force!!!!!!!

Maybe Today is an another Turning Point for me......

6:00 am, i got up....i was still so tired because i did double shifts yesterday, finished late and get up early. 7:00, start working......time was going fast. Today's lunch was ok, well, maybe i should say 'I Enjoyed". I did way better than yesterday....already start remebering menus.
1:30 finished and talked with Chef with what are we going to do as in work full time or not etc. Ended up today was the my last shift. Worked only 3 days.....this is my record now. However, thats the best way of resigning. It will never happen in Langham like that. Me and Chef were both happy with conclusion.....Win, Win Situation because as i said to chef, i dont want to work there while i know that i am not going to become chef but chefs are trying to train and teaching me. Thats is very disonesty to me. Chef was totally agreed with me. I said to him that i have something-else i want to do in my life etc.... and I wont forget what he said to me for forever. "I still sometimes feel that I dont want to do this job anymore and do something-else but to me its too late. However, u are still young and if u know what u want to do, stick with that, thats better for u."........He is the real Chef. I respect him a lot now. If this is some chefs in hotel.......they dont care about me.....they only care about them so if i say i will quit.....they wont care at all. I know they are head chef and excutive chef in 5 Star hotel, so everyone will be like "Wow....5 Star hotel head chef,.....thats great". but to me....like Nowa(Head Chef in that restaurant) is more respectful and passionite Chef than those 5 star dick heads. I know Nowa is just head chef of restaurant in small suburb compear with 5 star head chef.....but Nowa is 100 times better than those 5 star dick heads!!!! Respect!!!!

After talked with Nowa......i strongly feel that i need to follow what my hurt says. This is Rolly from Front House of Langham told me too. I know it will be hard to beome what i want to be....but.....now i think i have to do it. I strongly feels that i am learning and growing.

　　　Start New Job today. Well, i may should say "Start an another job". From Tomorrow, i have to work in 2 place in a day. I know it will be tough but....i am sure i will be fine....i will have a little bit more comfortable but not too comfortable and independent life soom. It will be good!!

Yesterday was very fun day off for me.

Had a BBQ at home with everyone. Thats very multi-cultural BBQ party. Australian, Italian, English, Japanese.

I went out with Simon and his freinds to Crown. Havent catch up with him for while because every Saturday, by the time i finish work, i dont really feel like going out because already too tired after cooking for over 300 people so thats good to catch up with him.

Crown's night clubs were totally packed as usual but thats just commercial music. Doesnt make me dance at all. After partying and playing music for 5,6 years.......cant dance with anything, cant enjoy with any music and i know that if djs playing good music, that makes me dance very naturally. Djs just playing commercial music because thats what everyone wants to hear. However what i like about clubbing or partying are that, listen some tunes which i never heard, Djs play good music, Crowds and DJ always respect each other etc. Um.....I am thinking to go to a few parties on April for a few international djs i wanted to see for ages so.......they will make me dance for sure......

However, again thats good to catch up with friends. Just talk shits....but its always fun......

Just came home now. Work was alright i guess........usual Saturday.

I need change!!!! I am thinking about strategies for this change. I might need to do like 10 more interviews to get job. I am sure i feel great when i find another job.....because i can see this will be long way. Well.....i know that to achieve something is not easy!!! I learned this from playing music but i have been always achieving my directions so, i am sure i will be fine this time too. "Nothing is Impossible" I always beleive that.

Um.......not long way to get P.R now. I just got e-mail from my lovely agent ( They are really nice peoples). Only 1 Left now which is IELTS. Really, IELTS has been my biggest Drama for while now. I am kinf of exciting with IELTS now. Not realy norvous or anything like that. I worry more about things like "Date of Test", "Airplaine wont crash" etc....

With Work issue.......That place is always the same. Never Cahnge. Full of Bullshits!!! but today was kind of ok because i was working alone....no one guy from stewarding was there to clean kitchen so we chat a bit too but most importantly, i was working alone so no yelling, bullshitting etc....whcih was good and i complete all of my tasks so which was also good.
One of guy from Banquet told me that he is going to resign.......i didnt suprise.....i want to resign as quick as possible too. Really i hate that management style.....Thats not My Way at all. Totally oppsite.....

Ah.....I need an another job. Now I have too much free time because i am not student anymore. Only about 20 hours of work per week.....what can i do with that money? Nothing.........cant buy stuffs i want to buy etc. I deceided my self to buy a car in 5 month so i really need an another job. However, i feel like i want to do some diffferent type of job. A bit sick of hospitality or kitcehn job. Kitchen job is ok as lon as i am working in restaurant which i love food they make. Just Working in restaurant in somewhwere is not good. Totally Sick of Hotel as well.......

Um....what should i do today?.....Swimming for sure..........jesus......i never used to have this much of free time in my life.. A few good things about this free time is that i have so much time to think about my-self etc which i cant think about it when i am busy because of simplu lack of time....

Today I realised something very important which i used to think i was wrong but today i realided that i was actually right!!! Just simply I used to think like "I wish i am Rich" because in my school there were so many super rich international students because of thier parents. From Last a few days ago.....i was thinking about it but i wasnt sure.....but now i know i am right and i actually made right desicion. Now i am very very happy and satisfaied with the decision which i made a long long time ago. I made that desicion so that if i look at myself now, i can appriciate and enjoy so many things. Good Examples are Music and Arts. If I made different desicion before, i dont think i could appriciate and enjoy those and music and arts in my life. I am so happy that i actually made right desicion....Well, why i realised this today? maybe i will write one day.....

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