Something i write in here today is something for myself....when i will look back this blog in the future.

i make and made judgement only for time being. i mean only thinking about "Present". Not for Future.....I just realised on something tonight...well...i dont need to say something.....was just about someone i really liked.

Things didnt work out ....and i wasnt happy with that and made me upset, confused, Stressed but also made me a big smile, happiness and sweatness.....but i decided to totally stay away from her and i pushed her away but....thats not what she wanted me to do but thats what i decided to do.

I dont really have regret now...which is good. When i think back about the time we spend together no matter how short or, how far or whatever.....it was very very sweet no matter what she thinks now. Surely she doesnt even look back. However you cant think about it all the time and carrying on. " Cant going back to yesterday.....only tomorrow is on you way".