Darkness, Sadness and Happiness

It is sounds very Dark and Sad.....Yes it is.....

Everything going back to last year to explain this topic....around Oct, Nov or something, somehow i started getting into Dark Music which i never liked it before. There was not much reason but somehow i liked it....

and since last couple of month, unless i try on purpose, music i play are always Dark but wait a minute. There is a "Beauty of Darkness" or may be i should say....."Beauty in the Darkness". Either way there is something beautiful in Dark Music. What are they??.........I say.....'Something to Rely on". Realisticly, when i am sad....there is no point listening and playing Happy Music because....it doesnt help my feeling. However, When i am sad and play Dark music.....I feel like " Man....This is just beautiful." and somehow, it doesnt make me anymore sad or darker than what i am now.....

WHen i started Music 7 years ago. I so wish to play with some "Theme". Spacey, Triblal. Funky, Hard. Dark or whatever but i didnt have enough skill and knowledge to do that......but after 7 years, i am able to do that now days.....When i do recording now....i can set a theme before i start and i can follow and go with that theme which i am very happy with it. A few weeks ago. i was like "Its Summer, Its Hot so....I want to Play something Tribal, Driving and Funky" and it ended up alright.

I am trying to make an another cd now and Yes, my theme are "Darkness, Sadness and Happiness"

I was thinking to put "Lonleyness" but.....thats a bit too much. Something i wish after Darkness and Sadness is "Hapiness" so thats why "Happiness"

I was trying to find some photo but couldnt find a good one but....here is a one. Its just an exapmle of Darkness....