Bob's Life

2008-10-03T09:22:00.000-07:00

Bob Seiji is here.

Bob Seiji is a little bit back now days.....well still slowly.....yes i am back with clubs a little bit. Playing last 2 week ends at Lounge. It is ok. Its kind of hard because promoters and managers are not really sure with what they are trying to do and i am kind of doing Background DJ. However, i am happy that i am able to play Something i really like eg Moodymann. After 3 years of craving for gigs, finally i am back which i am happy with so see how it goes.

I also got Gig at Eve in few weeks which i am really looking forward to.

After 10 years, i realized that no matter where or when, all i need to do is play the music i trust and thats all i can do. I am not playing for just fun anymore. i should start taking another step now. Its funny that u dont really get so nervous anymore like before.

I LOVE MUSIC AND I ALLOW MUSIC TO LOVE ME.

Bob Seiji

2007-10-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

Italy

Now, i am in Italy....well....i am going back tomorrow...but its been good i guess.....

Well......there are fair a bit of complains i want to say but i wouldnt say in here.....

Food is really good obviously. It is really different with what u can get in Aus or i may be should say my work. Hospitality and Service in Rome are pretty bad but Milan is more nicer i would say.

Well, its not Aus so people are obviously not get used to with Asian people much........from what i heard from my friend in Italy, i think that Italy is kind of like Japan. Not Many People speaks English, and especially the way they think about thier country and pride as a Italian and for Italy are....similar with what Japanese and Japan are....

My Mum and Brother are very busy with going there, seeing this and that....but i am more like relaxing in Italy.....not doing busy touring like them.....but i am going to watch Serie A AC Milan today...which will be awesome!!!!

2007-08-09T06:07:00.000-07:00

　　　Gotta make this happen.

Sice a few month ago, i start playing and buying DnB records. I have never imagined my self playing and buying DnB before but especially since i found tunes like "Barcelona", "Remeber the Future" or "No More" i was getting into it and start downloading lots of tunes and one day finally i went to DMC beats to buy some records.

Now i have to say that I am not a big fun of Minimal. since Techno starts turning into Minimal, i was still following but there wasnt much love for minimal than original Techno and i was searcing around what i like and love now....and i landed on DnB Jungle.

I kind of appericiate to Techno now because i still beleive that playing Techno is hardest than any other electronic musics. That experience made me so easy to play DnB.

Drum and Bass is very dancy, soulful and emotional music. I still LOVE danc with DnB. Anyway, since i start buying record and playing around.....i start to think..."um....what and how can i play at parties or clubs?" The thing is that Situaition of Scene is different from even a few years ago and i know that giving cds to promorters wont work now days unless i am friend with them and i was like "um........................................."

Couple of weeks ago, i thought...."How About do a party? instead of doing same promortion with everyone?" and start talking and asking about current situaition of scene and cost of act etc.....and found that it is probablly possible to do one.

Of-corse getting help with Simon. his experience of doing parties for 10 years is best support i can find. just catch up with him today and did a budgeting. gotta start make this happen!!!

　　

2007-07-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

Something i write in here today is something for myself....when i will look back this blog in the future.

i make and made judgement only for time being. i mean only thinking about "Present". Not for Future.....I just realised on something tonight...well...i dont need to say something.....was just about someone i really liked.

Things didnt work out ....and i wasnt happy with that and made me upset, confused, Stressed but also made me a big smile, happiness and sweatness.....but i decided to totally stay away from her and i pushed her away but....thats not what she wanted me to do but thats what i decided to do.

I dont really have regret now...which is good. When i think back about the time we spend together no matter how short or, how far or whatever.....it was very very sweet no matter what she thinks now. Surely she doesnt even look back. However you cant think about it all the time and carrying on. " Cant going back to yesterday.....only tomorrow is on you way".

2007-05-31T10:14:00.000-07:00

Electronic Music and Orchestra.

Till Now Days, People always thought Electronic Music and Classic Music were totally oppsite music and they are something never can mix together however, some people are trying to put those two together. Just Check it out and see what u think...
I think that It is Great putting Electronic Music and Classic music together. However, i can hear the bit of confusion with that too.

The Bells by Jeff Mills

For an Angel by Paul Van Dyk

Anyway....My Life is being ok. Winter is in here now, windy and clowdy. and MY HEAD IS COLD!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!

2007-05-29T07:32:00.000-07:00

Havent Up Date this Blog in long long time.....Well, hope i am back this time.

I Can Smell Winter in near in Melbourne now. I HATE WINTER IN MELBOURNE!!!!!! Cold, Dark and Depressing........but hope i can keep being on Fire.

Anything New?....Um......If You Have Ever Seen "Ultramn" before, u love this.

This is the Original Scatman.

Now, This is the Scat by Ultraman

2007-04-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

An Angel and a Devil.

Um.....both of them are in everyone.

Its something like....."Should i buy this?"....and an Angel says "No Seiji, Save Money." and a Devil says "Yes Seiji....go for it. i know u want it." or "Should i do this?" and an Angel says "Yes Seiji, if u feel u want to do it, do it." and a Devil says "No Seiji....It wont works out so dont even bother do it".

Follow Devil isnt cool but sometimes i do follow in some situations but i dont feel good or it doesnt end up good way. However, my devil is pretty strong in many situations......i am tryin my best not a evil to win.

2007-03-22T07:04:00.000-07:00

"This Binary Universe" by BT.

I Love this Track. Really Best Music i have heard this year so far.....

My Best Friend is Not Happy With This Albums Title However.....Its Just Too Great......

This is not the music u listen as a Background Music. This is something you sit down and just listen untill a track finish, just forget about everything.....then i beleive u can feel something.....

This is Not Music Music for me......This Is an "Audio Experience".

2007-03-16T17:29:00.000-07:00

BT "This Binary Universe"

This is the Best Music I have Heard This Year so far........
Its hard to explain how good they are. "Beautiful" is not even good enough......i have been looking for a Word which means More Than Beautiful.....but cant find anything. Just Beautiful. Everything is just Perfect......

Here is a Video for one of track from an album. Brian(BT) made this track for his lovely daughter.......

Everything is Perfect!!!! Too Good....Too Cool.......Man, I Love It!!!

2007-03-15T07:50:00.001-07:00

Dynamite MC and High Contrast " Ride"

Its a great song.
I saw Dynamite MC couple of years ago....but that actually really disappointing.....but...really this guy has great voice and MC Skills......just i didnt like his MC at Party....but yeah...He is a great MC and Singer.....

2007-03-08T17:01:00.000-08:00

Hey You!. You Are Look Cool and I liked You in Movies......But...........I Dont Want to See You Killing People in My Dream OK?

Man........recently seriously i have been seeing Crazy and Scarly Dreams....By Now, Fair A few Peoples Died in my Dream....

2007-03-08T15:18:00.000-08:00

Roni Size Feat Beverley Knight and Dynamite MC "No More"

I am infected by You Tube!!

Intro - Bev Knight]
Noooooo, no,
(no, no, no, no)
gotta here me (here me, here me)
here me, yeah,
uh, uh, oh, no,

[Verse 1]
what is going on,
you know you surrender to ways that'll end ya
before you have begun,
Mr 'wanna be player' who rules with the terror
of bottles knives and guns,
it aint always the target that your bullet scars,
it's the innocent passers by,
it's always the good that shouldn't 'o died,
now watcha gonna do,
when you look in the mirror, the eyes of a killer,
are staring back at you,
It's too late for prayer and no-one will save ya
with no place to run to,
the thugs that you thought were your people,
had bought you a ticket to your brain,
this is your final day,
but i say...

[Chorus]
No, no more,
put it, put it down,
too many gone before they're grown,
yeah
No, no more, put it, put it down,
you only reap what you have sown,
no more,
(family's torn apart,)
no more,
(tradegy is in the heart of....)
this home, this street, this town,
no more no more,

[Verse 2]
now don't you read the signs,
if those you be down with
have done, got their ass hit,
then you are next in line,
(next in line)
and so on and so on,
don't tell me, your so dumb, that you can't see the light
(can't see the light)
It's time for decision
It's time for some action
to stop it once and for all,
you still wont call,
I'm calling for....

[Chorus]
No, no more,
put it, put it down,
too many gone before they're grown,
I say,
No, no more,
put it, put it down,
you only reap what you have sown,
no more,
(family's torn apart,)
no more,
(tradegy is in the heart of....)
this home, this street, this town,
no more no more,

[Dynamite MC]
c'mon c'mon people,
another rusted blade of metal,
so when this bullet hits the street,
now that's not equal!
how many have to cry beneath the steeple
too many with the streets
with their minds set that's too damn lethal!
I know the argument,
you got yours to protect yourselves,
so you don't need to check yourself,
If you aint tryin' to wreck yourself,
It's dem,
But then there's dem it comes to you,
when you find yourself defending a member of your crew,
It's a vicious cycle, too many wanna claim the title,
they wanna be the 'bad man thug' cuz that's their idol,
don't live by the life you're not supposed to be living,
don't try take,take,take 'n hate just try givin'
cuz one can make a difference,
Ten can make the same,
One Hundred can make things get better round your lane,
One Thousand a new start,
Ten thousand a revolution
One million we're finally close to this solution,
no more,

[Chorus]
No, no more,
put it, put it down,
too many gone before they're grown,
I say,
No, no more,
put it, put it down,
you only reap what you have sown,
no more,
(family's torn apart,)
no more,
(tradegy is in the heart of....)
this home, this street, this town,
no more no more,

No more,
(more, more, more, more.........)

2007-03-07T03:39:00.000-08:00

LOST SOUL

A Great Song by Great an Artist 2 Pac.

I Love one part of this lyrics...

"Wait Untill Rain Turn into Sunshine.....Smile and Enjoy Yourself"

That will be my theme for while from now on.....I will Just Wait Untill Rain turn into Sunshine and Smile and Enjoy My Self.

2007-03-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

Final Distance

Well, i guess i need a bit of introduction for this song. This is a song by Hikaru Utada. One of only a few good artists in Japanese Pop Music Scene.

Well.....I cant find English Version of Lyrics so.....I just do it in my way.....

" There is something i want to ask but Cant Ask.
You are too tired so u become taciturnity.

I want to See you but
Something Pushs me away
and now i am a bit far away.

Dont want to get cut off so keep going baby
If We dont Feel the Same Way, Tell Me.

Trying something Impossible is not my style
However, If its with you
I dont mind try a bit

I wanna be with You Now
Together we can get shorter this Distance
Its not Too Late Yet
We Can Start Over
We Cant Become One
I Wanna be With You Now
One Day We my Can Hold This Distance
We Can Start Sooner
but I Want to Be With You.

You Get Hurts Even Only by Your-self
You Tauch Me Lonlyiness

When Cant Protect, Keep on Trying Baby

Its not Same as What We Promised, Trust Me
Trying something Impossible is not my style
However, If its with you
I dont mind try a bit

I Wanna be With You Now
We Can Look at This Distance Together
Its Not Too Late Yet
We Can Start Over
I Want to Tell By Words
I Wanna Be With You Now
One Day We will Can Hold This Distance Together
We Should Stay Together
I Need to be With You."

2007-03-04T02:51:00.000-08:00

I did a recording today and i am very very happy with one particular part of whole set. I am talking about Mixing Skills and Tricks. Well, shame i dont know the way to put that in here.....but will one day.

Apart from that.....I am being well....Playing Music a lot. More Straight Techno. I dont know.....well some Techno DJs said thhis about those minimal movement and all....."Well,many djs moving to minimals and all and it is Important to always change but at same time, it is also important not to change" Its kind of true. I buy minimals a lot now days and i like it too.....but i feel really comfortable with "Techno" more than playing Minimal and all those kinds of sounds.

Looking For Perfect Loops

Well, i am doing this for nothing....but if u like Techno and those kinds of music, i am sure u know how important that Loops are. Loops, just perfect Loops. If there are something wrong in a loop, it is just most boring music to hear because its a track just keep going with same phrase over and over. However, when its a Perfect Loop, that makes a Groove by playing same phrase over and over and over......

2007-03-03T04:04:00.000-08:00

SUMMER OF LOVE

Such a Great Song. "I am so stupid was it a dream? Its a bitter memory of Summer of Love"

2007-03-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

Regret with Try or Regret with No Try

Somehow, in my life.....Shit....Life Story...

Anyway.....I am Sure Everyone has experienced Regrets in our Lifes. Regret is always something which isnt feel good with. It is very uncomfortable thing. "I Could do......" "I Sould do....." They are good exapmles of Regret.

Since last couple of month, I regret with something even not trying 110%. There were a Devil and an Angel inside me.....and Devil was saying....."Its not gonna work...so fuckin....forget it Seiji" with angry face. An Angel was telling me very quietly that "You even havent tryied 110%....but already thinking its not gonna work.....you are just ling to yourself"

and...unfortunally....at that time....I followed what a Devil told me. However....Thats Wrong Choice i made. At the end of the sotry.....All I have got was Really Bitter and Bitter Regret that i said to myself "its not gonna work" before even try 110%. I got so so so so so so soupset with my-self. It is a still my regret......

However recently, I had a similar situaition.....and this time i followed what an angel told me. Well, maybe its not gonna work, but i actually feel good with the fact i tried and made 110% clear with what i want.

After Experiencing 2 very similar situaition, i realised that....Regret with Try is 10 times better than Regret without Try.

2007-02-27T03:23:00.000-08:00

I Miss You Everyday my Little Brother

You Are so Beautiful Nina

2007-02-26T03:57:00.000-08:00

Is is Really Too Littel Too Late?

Well, this is a song by The Streets "Its Too Late" but i feel like....."Is it really too little too late?". ....Maybe realisticly yes....but...
ah....why why why again! but....Why Not!!!........

2007-02-24T01:05:00.000-08:00

Give Me Your Love

I bought a Record today. "Give Me Your Love" by Carl Cox.

I so wanted this record for years and finally i got it today.
Carl Cox is full Techno DJ but this track is Vocal House and its just a great track!. Not many Techno DJs can make track like this. I Love this Track!!!

2007-02-21T05:06:00.000-08:00

Darkness, Sadness and Happiness

It is sounds very Dark and Sad.....Yes it is.....

Everything going back to last year to explain this topic....around Oct, Nov or something, somehow i started getting into Dark Music which i never liked it before. There was not much reason but somehow i liked it....

and since last couple of month, unless i try on purpose, music i play are always Dark but wait a minute. There is a "Beauty of Darkness" or may be i should say....."Beauty in the Darkness". Either way there is something beautiful in Dark Music. What are they??.........I say.....'Something to Rely on". Realisticly, when i am sad....there is no point listening and playing Happy Music because....it doesnt help my feeling. However, When i am sad and play Dark music.....I feel like " Man....This is just beautiful." and somehow, it doesnt make me anymore sad or darker than what i am now.....

WHen i started Music 7 years ago. I so wish to play with some "Theme". Spacey, Triblal. Funky, Hard. Dark or whatever but i didnt have enough skill and knowledge to do that......but after 7 years, i am able to do that now days.....When i do recording now....i can set a theme before i start and i can follow and go with that theme which i am very happy with it. A few weeks ago. i was like "Its Summer, Its Hot so....I want to Play something Tribal, Driving and Funky" and it ended up alright.

I am trying to make an another cd now and Yes, my theme are "Darkness, Sadness and Happiness"

I was thinking to put "Lonleyness" but.....thats a bit too much. Something i wish after Darkness and Sadness is "Hapiness" so thats why "Happiness"

I was trying to find some photo but couldnt find a good one but....here is a one. Its just an exapmle of Darkness....

2007-02-20T05:00:00.000-08:00

Art of Djing and Music Part2

Um.....i feel like i am back to my ususal blog now.....Dont really worry about my life story unless it is relate with music or something.

Now, Yesterday, i wrote about Good Music and Bad Music. Also a bit about Djing so keep continue about DJing.....

Compear with 7 years ago, so many thing about "DJ" has changed. I am talking about Technology in here. It used to be only with records but now days, its getting less and less djs who plays vinyls. Most popular one now days is using CDJ. Some People still saying that "Playing Records are the best".......I understand and agree with that however.....U cant hear much difference between using Vnyls or Cds now days....thats how much CDJ improved last couple of years. CDJ can do more things than playing vinyls, for example, Direct Loop and stuffs like that which u cant do with Turntables. Only the thing is that It is still expensive!! Pionner CDJ 1000 is more expensive than buying a Mixer. Crazy!!!

Using Laptop and softwear can do more things than playing CDJ. You NO Longer need to Do Beat Mixing with them. and can do pretty much everything u want to do. Mix this tracks this part and that track.....make a Loop from this track and mix with this track...or pretty much whatever....

However.....a bit of problem i found with DJs using those softwears is that......I cant feel something like....."Emotions of DJ"
It is hard to explain but....with using computer.....everything is just perfect. Somehow, i feel like there is no Soul with that. Now, Live Sets are a bit different thing so not going to mention about that.

I saw fiar a few djs who are using softwears and some of them are really good but also to some dj i feel like...."....i like u dj with VInyls and Cds better."

Perfect Exaple is here.

Richi Hawtin. I love his style now. Using only laptops and do really crazy stuffs. Make a music from banch of different sounds from different tracks. I dont feel "Emotions" from his djing but i felt "Perfection" Thats an Art.

On The Other hand.....I difnt like to see Carl Cox using laptop. When i saw him 4 years ago.....he was only using vinyls and CDjs and I felt his Love and Passion about Music but when i saw him this time.....Thats Good Rockin Music but i didnt feel any of his Soul which i disappinted. For me Carl Cox was always "Soul Love and Passion" but saw him using laptop.......couldnt feel Soul. Thats just a Dance Music for me.

I mean....Everyone has a different view with this so there is no good or bad and Technologies are still improving and changing right now so cant imagine what we gonna see in a few years time but i can gurantee that there will be no more DJs who only plays vinyls thats for sure....

2007-02-19T03:54:00.000-08:00

Art of Djing

Now, time is going really fast and in couple of month, i have been playing Music and Djing for 7 Years Now. Jesus...Thats really long long time. Even, if i think about it now, last 7 years, music was always with me and around me. Yeah, I achieved what i said to my self 7 years ago in 4,5 years and stop playing at parties now days....When i stoped playing at clubs and parties, i thought...."Well, probably, thats it....I dont think i will buy records anymore....".....However, since i stop playing at clubs, i actually start finding about music from totally different point view.

Well, when i start playing music, i used to buy some shit records...because i didnt know whats good and bad....so just buying anything....at one point i was buying something i dont really like too. However, now days Quantity of buying Record is less but Quality of music is higher than used to be.

Now, i always say this to anyone but...."Music i like and i dont like and Good Music and Bad Music are totally different Issue."
I have some bad music in my Itune...but i like them......on the other hand. i have some music which i dont like but they are good music. Maybe this isnt something everybody understand but i beleive in that way. My Favourite Music....and Good and Bad Music are different things.....

Now days, I confidentially say to evryone that "I listen Good Music". Now so What A Fuck is Good Music and Bad Music?

Bad Music is very simple. You get sick of it very easy and will not listen again next year or even month because they are just made for Making a Millions and Millions of Money. They are not designed for Long Term Use , they only have short time life.
However, Its No.1 on Chart...WHY??. because they are designed to be No.1, Think about how much Money they spend for Adv and Promotion. Ig they spend Billions of MOney and not getting No.1, then there are no point. Bad Music is always pretty simple....For Example if its a song.....Lyrics are always similar. "I Love You" "I miss You" something like that so it is very easy for everybody to understand which is CRAP!! becaue then anyone who have good looking can do that. Really, even if u have shit Voice.......There are enough Technology to fix that.

Good Music. Good Music have a very long life. People will listen for years and years because they are good music. Simple!. Good Music is pretty much made by Artists who are really Passionate about what they are doing and dont really care about Selling, They Just Doing what they Love and....as a Result, People Love it, Now, its good point here. "Bad Nusic=Money" "Good Music=Love"

Now, Lets move on about "Djing"

Now days, we can find a dj in pretty much in everywhere. A Bar, Club, Party or Even at some Events. Even when i start music 7 years ago....there wasnt many djs like now. Its pretty hard to find to people who DJ around me but now, I beleive i was the only DJ in my high School. it is changed now. There are so many DJs everywhere. However, Quality of DJs are gone down....because people doesnt really care about music and they just play some commercial shits which anyone can do and act like Rock Star behind the Decks. Thats why i stop go to clubs and parties. Just Same Shits Defferent Place thats all.....DJs just playing Safely and never take a risk. One Of "Art of Djing" is here. When DJs take risk and when it success.........It will make and bring a "VIbe" to dancefloor. When DJ Rock really hard and Crowd Rock as much as DJ....there is an Art in place. It is really hard t o explain but all i can say is "Art in whole club". Even i actually havent seen that many times.

Djing is very different with playing some instruments because djs play soeone-elses music but When and How they play are very important. It can kill whole vibe if you drop a wrong track in wrong situaition.

Now....i am getting a bit confuse with my Writting.....

It is funny that i am better now than when i was playing around at clubs and parties a few years ago. Deffnatly! i though i will never get any better than when i was playing around when i stop playing but its not! I really suprised my-self with this. Since i stop playing at parties, and when i go for vinyl shopping now, i dont think about "Which track will be good on Dance Floor." because now, i dont need to make people "Dance Dance"....just buying something i fall in Love with. Really Tell you the Truth....make people just dance is very very easy. Just Play Some Dance Music. What i love now is "Electronic Music" Not Dance Music. I am not a big fun of "Dance Music" anymore.....Most of "Dance Music" these days are so shit!!!

Anyway.....i think its enough for now i guess...start having problems with Writting.....

Just at last.

Music is not One Way thing.
Music is Two Way.
You Like and Love Music....Thats Fine
However at same time,
You Allow Music to Love You too. :)

2007-02-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

I have got a lot of things to write but i dont know where to start and how much i should write...

Um....Its been pretty messy, bitter and dark last a few days....on the other hand its been, clear, sweet and bright too.

Um.....Maybe thats all i want to write today....because i cant up photos in here now....because i dont have my lap top.....

Maybe at least i should do My Top 10 Music Chart

No.1 Slat by Kilowatts and Vanek
I puted lyrics of this song at least 3 times so...no need to mention anything. Just a Great Song with Great Sounds and Great Vocal.

No.2 Its Too Late by The Streets
I love this song sice i found it while ago.....but recently i found a video on youtube and its exactly like how i feel......"Too Little Too Late"

No.3 Sun is Shine Funkstar De Luxe Remix by Bob Marley Listen
I found this video last month and been listening over and over. Normally, when people does remix of very popular track or song, it kills Original but this remix is really good because good parts of original song is still alive and its sounds different.

No.4 Conviction by Kilowatts

No.5 Final Distance by Hikaru Utada. Listen
This is pretty old song by now....released around 2001 or something. It is really Dark and Sad Song.....but it is beautiful song too. Hikaru Utada is one of only a few Japanese Pop Artisit i like. This Video is really cool too
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No.6 "Dareka no Negai ga Kanaukoro by Hikaru Utada. ListenThi is an another song by Utada. Again its pretty sad song. I like how Lyrics goes....um...i have to translate now.
"When Someones wish is comming true, Someone is Crying" "Everyones wish doesnt come at same time" Something like that....BTW this video is nothing to do with this song. but at least u can listen.....

No.7 Sunriser by Ken Ishii

No.8 Time Flys by Ken Ishii
They are both from His New Album "Sunriser"

No.9 Out of Space by Prodigy Listen
I love this Live Version....Its good quality too. I like when everyone sings together even after the song finish.

No.10 Tribal Funk by Bob Seiji.
Sorry its just my mix. I realised that i havent play Hard Techno for while so one day i was like...."I gonna play some Tribal Shits: so i did and....it came up alright. Straight Dance Music.

2007-02-15T07:24:00.000-08:00

I will never be able to become a Jedi!!!

now if u are a not star wars fan if might dont understand.....but...I am deffnatly Dark Side.

Bring Some Dark Music On!!! Feel like want to be really dark for while........I am stupid enough.

Now Its not a Dark Music but....a song is keep going in my Head.

"Its Too Late" by The Streets

She said meet me at the gates at 8
Leave now don't be late
She said one day she'd walk away cos I was always late
Thought things were ok
Didnt care though anyway
Say sorry babe, I had to meet a mate, tempting fate
We first met through a shared view, she loved me and I did too
It's now 7:50 getting, ready better be nifty
Do my hair quickly, step out it's cloudy
Mate bells me to borrow money, I got two Henry's and a dealer to pay
Call upon geezers to rid these green trees of my reeking jeans
Got a you think I care air outglaring geezers stares
I'm here and I'm there
Couldn't see past the end of my beer
What was getting near, all the silence after the cheers

I didnt know that it was over
'Til it was too late
But if I ever needed you
Would you be there

She said meet me at the gates
Don't be late, but pretty soon the day came for change
And I was glad she never walked away
So I'm choosing what to wear, doing my hair with an hour to spare
When my life went pear, she'd been there with a thick stare
Big wheel climed to the top, geezer scares bounced off
Standing at the top of this huge mountain, smiling and shouting
Spring flowers sprouting, not one inch of doubt in my mind as I reached the gates
Came round the corner at a rate
Risked her love but I'm gonna set things straight
Never again am I gonna be late
Never again am I gonna be late
Never again am I gonna be late

[Chorus]

I said meet me at the gates
Leave now don't be late
I waited for a while listening to her voicemail, mind set sail
Then the facts turned me pale, wind rain and hail
My fears unveiled, for my fair female
She'd walked away, too little too late
I step up the pace, walk past the gates, rain runs over my face
Spirit falls from grace
I purchase a hazy escape at the alcohol place in the chase
Sat down I got a fat frown
Weaping and drowning my senses
For this love game's expensive
I walk in a trance
Got a wounded soldier stance
The everyday geezers stares throw me off balance
Now nothing holds significance
And nothing holds relavance
'Cause the only thing I can see is her elegance

Shame i cant listen this song now...cos i dont have my laptop. I so want to listen this song....

Man....Exactly like lyrics says...."Didnt know it was all over till It Was too Late"

2007-02-13T05:21:00.000-08:00

I know, this is 3rd time....but i need to this again.....ok...i put samples on this time...

Listen!!

Salt
By KiloWatts & Vanek

Salt on your skin
Then you sigh
As you’re shivering, quivering
Ready to sin
And you cry
So electrical, sensual

Lost in your eyes
Taste mortality
It’s infusing me
The poison inside
Riding an acid stream
In my lucid dream

Never thought that this would be killing me, ever so easily
Never thought that I would be bleeding emotions I needed to feel
Just like a flaring sun in oblivion
And I’m giving in to my adrenalin

Touch me and then
You just move
Like a demon enticing me
On me again
You’re so smooth
As you’re draining my energy

Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m Dying
I’m trying to find a way out of this maze

Never thought that this would be killing me, ever so easily
Never thought that I would be bleeding emotions I needed to feel
Just like a flaring sun in oblivion, so free
And I’m giving in to my adrenalin

Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m dying
Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m dying

Salt on my skin
And it seems
That I’m losing my mind to you
Lost from within
And I scream
But there’s no one I’m screaming to
No there’s no one I’m screaming to
There is no one I’m screaming to

What A Great Song. Last 2month or so.....i have been listening this song more than anyother songs and tracks.....An Anthem.

BTW....Happy Valentain Day for Everybody.....Love and Peace!!! From Last Samurai Bob Seiji!!! hehehe

2007-02-11T04:33:00.000-08:00

I Wasted a Chance by My Stupid Miss Understood

There was a something (well...maybe i should say something but...) i could get which i really wanted. However, same kind of storied happend in the past and at that time it all didnt work it out so i thought this time is gonna be the same so i just letted it go......and i thought "its just gonna be the same anyway" but this time was different.......i never realised and found it untill the last minute which was just too late.

At the end of the story, all i have got is Regret. all i can say to myself are...."why didnt i try?" " why was i so stupid?"

2007-02-10T07:11:00.000-08:00

What a Fuck!!!!

I have mentioned that i lost my mobile a week ago but now........I am Empty!!!!

My Turtable curtridge is dead so cant play Records! which will cost around $100-200 to buy a new one!!!! Oh no......i was just finding some new set lists to play.........now its gone untill i buy new curtridge. If only Niddle gone, i only need to buy new niddle which isnt that expensive.....However....buy curtridge is a lot more expensive!

Now, here is an another one......

My Laptop Fucked!!!
I thought there is something wrong from this morning but i was still manage to use it but....even Oliver told me its a bit wired and we tried to fix it.....but now its dead........cant turn on either. I can use my warrenty so its ok but still....no email, no nothing.......at least I can use Olivers computer while he is away but its not my computer.......it makes a bit difference.....

So Yeah,......i feel absolutely empty now. No one can contac me beside via this blog. Luck that I start drawing so there is still something to do....but fuck.......Mobile, Turntable, Laptop. all 3 came together......NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-09T22:46:00.000-08:00

I was looking at Hannas my space page and when i opened window.......straight away something hit my ears!

The Postal Service!!!

I really suprised that Hanna listen those kind of electronic music. Well, The Postal Service is more like Electro Pop music but They are fully Electronic Music. Especially, their Bass Lines are very very Fat and Dope Which i really like. Vocals are always great but i really like these guys Bass Line more than Vocals.

I always love it when someone listens same kind with me. I thought Hanna is totally not Electronic Music Person.

2007-02-07T05:28:00.000-08:00

I Lost my Mobile

I lost my phone a a few days ago.......but.....i kind of like this because i dont need to talk with some people who i dont want to talk.....well, thats mainly like phone calls from my Work or some bills i have to pay. Well,i dont get that many phone calls copear with other people ....because normally all of my friends are using internet so i just chat with them on online. Well, i am getting a few complains from my friends that they cant contact with me already.......but....send me a e-mail instead. i will always check e-mails and i am on online all the time when i am at home anyway.

Many people say "I cant live without my mobile phone"....but i can...However on the other hand...i cant live with out computer now thats for sure. Music, Blog, Internet, E-mail etc.....i need them more than mobile phone thats for sure.....

My plan was that use my old mobile phone which i have been using for 4 years now till i get I PHONE However....now i have to buy a new phone. Noooooooo I so dont want to..........

2007-02-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

We had a Franks Farewell party.

Now, i have mentioned that "i am not gonna write my life story on this blog" but i do a little bit now days. There are not much reasons but.....i am always trying do my best not just writting my life story...i always trying to make some conection with my life story and something-else. Good Example was I puted Lyrics of Kilowatts. Now Never Mind...

I met Frank since the day i start working at la camera. First impression of him wasnt really good because i was always really friendly because i was new but he wasnt friendly to me at all. "Hey How are u Frank?!" he was like "Fine". Pretty much everyday i work, he was working too so from some stage, we start talking many things. He is older than me so he has more experience with many things and knows a lot more things than me so everytime when we talk, and if i had some problems with anything, he was always giving me good advice. He is a really cool guy indeed.

Now, when i heard Frank is leaving, it made me think about how lucky i am because now i have a Permanet Resident so i can stay here as much as i want, i can go anywhere without worrying about Visa. Thats becoming normal for me now days. "P.R? thats just a piece of paper." However, i realised that there are so many people who really want to live in Aus but they cant...because of school and subject they did etc. I was almost forgot about that till i hear that Frank is going back.

Well, Frank told me that he has a plan to coming back so hopefully he is coming back.

Good Luck and All the Best untill i see you Again Brother!!!

2007-02-02T06:47:00.000-08:00

Nothing much new.

However 2 things i would like to write.

One.

I want Peaceful dream please!!!

Last a few days, i had seen so intense and scearly dreams.
The other night, i was at war. Me and my friends and people who i know were living in some place where its not developed like Aus or Jap etc.....and we were having a bbq and playing with guns and getting ready for war.....but all the sudden, US throw bombs from sky so we were running around and trying to escape but there were no where to escape. somehow i managed to get into a small dark room....then i woke up.

Yesterday's dream.
Cant remebe but i am sure that i was almost get killed so i woke up. Man....too much intense dreams. I just want Peaceful and beautiful dreams......

Training and Teaching

Since i start working at my current work place. I have been training fair a few people on Pans by now. Recently, i have been teaching and training 2 people and i actually realised i am getting better with teaching and training people on Pans. Now, for those 2 people i am teaching now, i am using totally different way of teaching and training methods. For one guy, i am very strict and tough because that guy is a bit lazy and i cant see much of his consentraition and interests. However, for a other guy, i am have been more nice and friendly because i can see he is willing to learn and working hard.
In past when i just started to teach somebody, i was just saying whatever i know and didnt know what to teach and how but now, after a bit of experience, i know how to teach than before. I kind of like doing this now.
My Head Chef already knows that i am not doing this job for forever and dont want to be like "CHEF CHEF" so that he doesnt give me anymore further responsible jobs than now just in case if i fuck up....but training somebody is pretty responsible job for me which i actually like because at the end of the day, when trainee become good and he can work by himself, i am very happy and proud of that trainee and trainee is showing...well not actually i can see...but respect for my training.
when i teached a guy 6 month ago and now he is good and he is in charge sometimes.....but.....he doesnt give a shit about who teached him and all........i dont like that because simply, i still appriciate with Quan and a few other chefs who teached and trained me all the time.

2007-01-30T15:14:00.000-08:00

Music of the Month and Events of the Month

its already nearly end of January....so, yeah, event of the month and some of music which have been heavy playing in my I-Pod.

This album is made by my all time favourite an artist Ken Ishii. When i bought this album.....to being honest, i didnt really like it because the music he made for this album was really similar with his last album "Future in Light" but then i start listening again and again....and i still loved Future in Light better but some tracks on this album are really good too. Exactly sounds like "Sunriser".

Now dont really need to mention about these guys anymore.....Just Awesome!.

Now, its a bit different category here. EVENT OF THE MONTH.

I finally went to Aus Open after living in Aus for 7 years. Thats really great!. Thats most beautiful day i had in this month thats for sure.

2007-01-28T04:31:00.000-08:00

Ok...OK....Lets do this again!!!

"Salt" By KiloWatts & Vanek

Salt on your skin
Then you sigh
As you’re shivering, quivering
Ready to sin
And you cry
So electrical, sensual

Lost in your eyes
Taste mortality
It’s infusing me
The poison inside
Riding an acid stream
In my lucid dream

Never thought that this would be killing me, ever so easily
Never thought that I would be bleeding emotions I needed to feel
Just like a flaring sun in oblivion
And I’m giving in to my adrenalin

Touch me and then
You just move
Like a demon enticing me
On me again
You’re so smooth
As you’re draining my energy

Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m Dying
I’m trying to find a way out of this maze

Never thought that this would be killing me, ever so easily
Never thought that I would be bleeding emotions I needed to feel
Just like a flaring sun in oblivion, so free
And I’m giving in to my adrenalin

Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m dying
Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m dying

Salt on my skin
And it seems
That I’m losing my mind to you
Lost from within
And I scream
But there’s no one I’m screaming to
No there’s no one I’m screaming to
There is no one I’m screaming to

Well, It is not end of the world at least....but why always....this is like one of my 7th Wounder.....but never mind....maybe thats the way it should be.........

2007-01-25T16:34:00.000-08:00

Nothing to Lose

Now Now Now......last a few days my blog has truned into "My Life Story Blog"......However.....after i talked with my friends, i actually agree with what they said to me. "You have got nothing to Lose....so why do u need to sceared??". That is actually true.
If the thing is gonna works, then it works. If the thing is not gonna work, then its not work. How simple is that?. Nothing much really need to worry about.

Anyway....Once Again...I really Need to Mention About these guys.

There guys make most "Emotional" Electronic music than any other artists. Well...i dont really like using "Emotional" but.....It is....

2007-01-25T06:15:00.000-08:00

Some Music which are showing my heart and emotion at the morment...

"Salt" By KiloWatts & Vanek

Salt on your skin
Then you sigh
As you’re shivering, quivering
Ready to sin
And you cry
So electrical, sensual

Lost in your eyes
Taste mortality
It’s infusing me
The poison inside
Riding an acid stream
In my lucid dream

Never thought that this would be killing me, ever so easily
Never thought that I would be bleeding emotions I needed to feel
Just like a flaring sun in oblivion
And I’m giving in to my adrenalin

Touch me and then
You just move
Like a demon enticing me
On me again
You’re so smooth
As you’re draining my energy

Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m Dying
I’m trying to find a way out of this maze

Never thought that this would be killing me, ever so easily
Never thought that I would be bleeding emotions I needed to feel
Just like a flaring sun in oblivion, so free
And I’m giving in to my adrenalin

Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m dying
Crawling, Lying, Falling, I’m dying

Salt on my skin
And it seems
That I’m losing my mind to you
Lost from within
And I scream
But there’s no one I’m screaming to
No there’s no one I’m screaming to
There is no one I’m screaming to

Now, the ohter one...well its no lyric with this one....but its just great track.

"Idiots" by James Holden

This track is not really for everybody. It will be either, u love it or hate it. For me....i love this track because it shounds just exactlly how i am at the morment. It is a very very Dark and Depressing but...really....If i am "Sad" I am "Sad"....no more than that. What is the point i listen Happy Music while i am Sad...there is no point and that doesnt help me at all. On the other hand track like this, makes me really Sad and Depressing but I really can understand and agree with the sounds....Its like Lyrics in the Sounds.....and this track is telling me that...."I know and understand ur pain....". I am rely on this track.....

2007-01-24T04:55:00.000-08:00

Now! My Life Story!!! If you not interested....please dont read it....but today is really my life story....

I am Wondering......Why Always Think Too Much!!
Now, its not always but....when i have some problems which i cant solve and i cant do anything with it. I cant forget about it and moving on.....I just always keep thinking thinking thinking thinking and Thinking while i actually know there is nothing i can do and should do...

My heart is saying that i still should and chould try a bit more....
My Brain is saying....Just forget it about it....u tried enough......

There is always difference between What Brain Says and Heart Says...

Brain is always saying most realistic, logical and safe things and answers....
Heart is always saying most honest, truth and my feeling......

Which one i should chose this time?? i know i should just chose and i thought i choose what my Brain Says....but......My Heart is saying totally opposite....

2007-01-22T05:11:00.000-08:00

I went to Visit Laurie's Studio in Elsternwick today.

This is the Drawing Laurie just almost finished....Its Cool Hey?

I was talking with Laurie and i really suprised that he started drawing when he was 30 years old. I thought Drawing and those kinds of arts must learned since really young like 5,6 years old.....but It is actually not!!

Laurie was saying that "Its Just Matter how much you Practice, More You Practice, More You get Better." I really agree with that.

I beleive that there are two types of people with "Art".

1, People who is extremly "Talented"

2, People who practice really really really hard.

I am always "Practice Practice Practice" Person.....

2007-01-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

Kilowatts and Vanek "Conviction"

Conviction Sample

Now, some people might already know that Kilowatts and Vanek were my Artist of the Year 2007. I was listening one of their song today and i really can agree, understand and feel the lyric of this song. It eactlly same with my feeling at the morment.

But Really These guys are awesome!!!

"Conviction"

"Should’ve known that this wouldn’t last
Should’ve known what to do
Got to figure out a way to survive
And how to stay away from you

You pull me in you push me over
Never thought of holding on
Convinced of all the things I wished for
Now all those things are gone

Oooh, sweet conviction, of my wandering ghost
Oooh, cruel restriction, to lose the one I want most
To lose the one I want most

Should’ve known of the burdens
Attraction hides so well
Feel the sting of disillusion
And how you’re dragging me to hell

I need to make a new connection
Find a new place to begin
I have to make it on my own
Into a world I’ve never been

Oooh, sweet conviction, of my wandering ghost
Oooh, cruel restriction, to lose the one I want most
To lose the one I want most

So now I’m crawling away from you
I have no strength to get up
I think I’ll lay my head for a while
Until my heart just stops

And as I’m slowly fading
Relieved to disappear
You turn around, you change your mind
But I’ll still leave you here

Oooh, sweet conviction, of my wandering ghost
Oooh, cruel restriction, to lose the one I want most
Oooh, sweet conviction, of my wandering ghost
Oooh, cruel restriction, to lose the one I want most

2007-01-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

Would You Like Some Chocolate?

2007-01-20T03:34:00.000-08:00

I got a few useful softwares from Oliver today. They are not very easy to use it but it is useful for this blog so hopefully i can use it well soon.It is very useful tools for this blog too so my blog will be looks nicer one day....but till then it might be looks messy because i will try to use some of new trciks but i am not really sure how to use it 100%.....

2007-01-18T06:13:00.000-08:00

2007-01-17T13:04:00.000-08:00

I am Confused!!!"

2007-01-16T05:01:00.000-08:00

"This Track is Deffnaly unable to play by Chessey DJs"

Thats what James Holden said about his track call "Idiot". The Reason why he said that was pretty easy because its a track 110bpm. There arent many tracks which goes around 110bpm.

After Work today, i played music for while as usual....and its a first time i played "Idiots" because i have tried a few times since i bought it last week but it never worked because normally i played around 120 - 125bpm.....but today i did pitch control pretty well....and managed to play that track and i am very happy with my-self that able to play that track.

Once again, i am not saying "I am very good dj" or anything. I am just saying that....."I am not a Chessey DJ". I think its ok to say that by now and the fact James Holden Admited that "Idiot" isnt track for Cheesy DJs.

"I LOVE ELECTRONIC MUSIC!!!!"

2007-01-12T08:50:00.000-08:00

"Can You Do me a favour?? I think its better for u not to be on the decks if you Cant Even Do beat Mixing properly! Stick With your Day Time Job Mr DJ!!

I went to Crown for my friend's birthday.......and yeah....i mean, i like celebrating my friends birthday.....HOWEVER!!! I hate to see dj who is not as good as me. I mean i am not saying "I am really good". I am saying i hate to see dj who is worst than me!
because when i see good djs.....they always make me dance, not i try or want to dance. They just makes me dance. Thats what i love about party and music. When there is good music, i always love and enjoy it so much...but fuck........cant even beat mixing and act like they are the best djs in the world.....Come on!!! You have a good day time job....so just stick with that! Dont Use Music for worng purpose and in wrong way. I feel like i saw that the decks were crying.....because of the music they play. I know Crowd at there are doesnt give a shit about music at all.....however however! fuck..........i cant enjoy with shit like that!

Ah Well....should stop complaining....other wise its going for forever.....

2007-01-10T00:37:00.000-08:00

"Music is More than Music For me!" by Bob Marley

Last Night I watched his videos and realised how much i love his music. I heard Bob Marley when i was 16 and i got so influenced by him. His songs have very strong messsages. Sometimes, about War, Sometimes Love, Sometimes about Religions. I realised once again where is Bob Seiji's Bob coming from.....Its From Bob Marley!. Yeah!!! My FIrst Point of Music was Bob Marley....I was almost forget about that these days....but thats true. Nevery Forget about First Point....In Japanese this is like

原点回帰

Hum....Maybe this is my theme for this year. After Struggling what should i do in my life for months and months.....i can feel that answer is almost coming out.......i was almost forget about "Bob Marley"...but watched his video and listened his music again and there were so much messages. Almost....Almost.....Almost....I can feel that my Struggle gonna finish sooner than later!

Thank you Bob .....U teached me something......

Bob Marley

2007-01-08T03:30:00.000-08:00

I WANT A NEW MIXER

Now, the time has come! I gonna start saving money for a new mixer. There are 2 mixer i have in my miind.

1,

2,

I actually preffar 1st one because its Vestax(Japanese Brand). I dont know why but i trust Japanese Brand for electronics stuffs..i am sure everyone is the same with that. Sony, Panasonic etc. However, 2nd one has a very good feature. They have a MIDI device...so that means if i get trakotor or ableton......i dont need to get an another mixer for that....thats is a very good feature..
I will go and try 2nd one this week-end so see how i go with that....i am wonder how sharp the cross fadder is.....

2007-01-05T09:00:00.000-08:00

　　　Respect to Stephan Lack

Today, Stephan is leaving Australia.

I met him at my work. First Impression of him was "Wow....He Looks really Full on..." well, which he is and one day before starting work at changing room, he told me, "I went to da party last night and was really good" on and on....and later i found he went to Digital Music Festival to see James Holden and Joris Voorn, too. Since then i was like "Shit!! I finally found a Chef who can talk about same music". I Gaved him many cds and he gave me some too which i really like. The Reason why I know "The Knife" is because of him.

Music is a very very big part of my life. I Can Say that "I cant live without Music." Even A few Days.....

Anyway, Stephan left Melbourne and gone to Thailand.....so i thought thats it......However! He Came Back!!

Since he came back, we had a bit of party together and on and on....and decided to go to Carl Cox together which we did. I am very glad that we went to da party together. Thats great.....because me, Stephan and Oliver, all of us have a similar taste with music and had a fun together....

Since he came back from Thailand...i asked him a lot about Cooking. I mean not like, How to Make a Dish....more like psychological things....Where is he getting his inspiraitions from and all. Not many Chefs answered those questions as clear as Stephan did. Thats made me a big respect to Stephan. He is a Great Chef and Great Guy.

I made him a cd for his going away. I hope he likes it. I mean, there were a few problems with recordings because of my really sick mixer...i really need to do something with my mixer. I am thinking to buy new one...But Anyway, i am happy with my cd. I beleive that i puted a lot of efforts and meaning with each tracks. Oliver met Stephan and they were having good conversaitions, so i decided to ask Art Work to Oliver and He did a Great Job!!! When i Showed this cd....Everyone was" Did u did it?? Thats so cool....Wow....." Oliver is really one of my Favourite artist. Not only just because he is my best friend. Everytime he draw something, its always good and i really like it. Big Thanks to Oliver!!!

Now, from my point of view Stephan is an artist too because he really makes a nice dish and its always something i never seen and He always trying to Imrove and step up.

Oliver is good example of an artist too.

What About Me!...............Still dont know what to do. but one day. I hope when i see Stephan next time, i am being Passionate with my job and always trying to improve.........like i used to when i was playing music....

Bye Bye Stephan!Good Lack!!, All The Best!! and See You Again!!!"

2007-01-02T04:44:00.000-08:00

NYE AND NYD.

New Years Eve.

Simon and Selinda Came Over For Dinner. Simon Took Phots when i was cooking, and it came out alright so here is the photo.

I Went to Vic Market for first time since i move in this apartment. I always like go to Vic Market because its cheap and atmosphere of market is always good. I bought Fish and Veges. I am very happy that Simon and Selinda Liked it.
However.....Cokking is something i want to keep it as a "Hobby" Not as a job. Too Much Other Things Involve for just cook a meal in the work place. I like cooking but, its just like a hobby. I like go to get some fresh ingredients from market, Invite my good friends, cooking.....I really like doing that....but thats all i want from Cooking. Not Like, Ordering, Prep List and on and on...Thats why i always have been refusing to do those at work.

Anyway, Thats Great we watched Fire Works From Balcony. No Need to go to Crowded City. Just Staying Home with friends and watch fire works......

2006-12-28T07:12:00.000-08:00

TRACKS OF THE YEAR
There are a few tracks.....

Agoria - Les Violons Ivres.
I found about Agoria this summer, and i was like "Wow....this is really dark and groovy". and this track is from his latest album "The Green Armchair". Vilolins gives really good accsent to this track. Very Beautiful Track.

The Postal Service - Nothing Better
I found about these guys by kind of an accident when i was downloading around but then i really liked these guys. Electronic Pop...well, its not a pop music but very easy to listen. Vocal is always great but also i really like these guys "Bass Lines".
P.S - this track is an another heart breaking song....

Roni Size - No More
I am not big fun of his DJ but he always makes good music. Lyrics with this song is great too. I also dont really like DnB MCs but with this track, Dynamite MC did a great MC. I was listening this tune before i quit a job @ hotel.

London Elektricty - I Remeber the Future
"I remeber the Future" it doesnt make sense at all if this is used by other gene but because its electronic music so thats why it is possible to do this i beleive. Yes, "I Remeber the Future!!!" I Really want to Dance with this tune. If I can do it....um...i think i will cry....

Mondo Grosso feat Bird - Life
Mondo Grosso is a very popular artist in Japan. He makes everything between Really Dancy tune to Really Chill Out stuffs. I really dont like "Pop" music because i beleive its just a commercial music and everything sounds the same, Singer just sings whatever producer already made which i reckon insnt an "Art". However stuff like this is really good because it is really good track and structures are great and Bird who did a vocal did a great job too. When I read his colum i really understand what he is trying to do. "I dont really like Pop music but if any of Pop funs listen this track and start getting into or have interest with elektronic music, i am very happy. On the other hand If People who always listen this song and realise there are some good pop taste music, i am also very happy". Exactally!!!! By the way Lyric is by Japanese....and its an awesome lyric. Its about "Past, Present, Future, Heart Broken, Love"

Nathan Fake - You are Here.
Really, this guy is a genius. He is only like 21 years old or something like that and made this kind of great music. This is not Dance Music at all. Its "Electronic Music" Thats all i can say. People often miss understand that i only listen dance music....but its not. I listen anything...but paticularly, I like "Electronic Music". When I heard this track i was like "This is why I love Elektronic Music". Very Emotional, Very Warm, Very Positive track. If You want to know, why i love Electronic music so much, This Track tells everything.
It is also interesting that James Holden picked him up. Genius knows Genius.

Joris Voorn - 500 Model
Joris Voorn has been my Idol since a few years ago, His sound has a lot of "Positive Vibe". I remeber when he played this track @ Digital Music Festival, i cried. He really changed the "Techno" as in no one used to make this kind of sound before.

2006-12-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

ARTIST OF THE YEAR 2006 "Kilowatts and Vanek"

I heard these guys first time this summer from Mix up cd by Nubreed since and i liked it so i download song call "Lies" which is also brilliant song. Later on i found that these guys actually released album "Rawq" but there werent in any store so i searched on I Tune Music Store and i used I Tune Music Store for first time for this album.

Lyrics are great and melodys are cool and especially Noise they use are incredible. Many songs in Rawq are my broken heart songs too.
Really Highly Recommend to get it.

Kilowatts and Vanek web site

2006-12-26T15:36:00.000-08:00

Merry Chrismas!!

No its already 27th of December....that means this year has only 4more days!!! Jesus......its always scearly how quickly time goes......

Now because its a end of the year so that, from today on woods, i would like to do my " of the Year". well, music wise as usual, i downloaded so many tunes like last year, my itunes have 2500 songs now and i found a lot of good artists this year as well.

However, before we moving onto Music thing, i would like to mention a one different categorly.
Event of the Year 2006 is........."Japan Lost against Australia @ World Cup."
Seriously, thats so horribble!!!! Worst day i ever had since i came to Australia.

Well, my "of the Year" will still continue till NYE so keep eyes on. There will be mainly about music but highly recommend to buy it or download

2006-12-20T05:03:00.000-08:00

Carl Cox! Carl Cox! Carl Cox!

I checked my roster for next week and week after and yes! everything seems fine! Well, i have to work on 2nd of Jan which is a bit of pain but but I GOT A NYE OFF!!! I had been working on NYE last 2 years so yeah, i am very happy with that for sure...

Really Really and Really Look Forward to see Carl Cox! so Excitinggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!

I am not a fun of Rave Rave anymore but it doesnt really matter for me to go to this party because i am going to see Carl Cox. Thats the point! I dont really care i will have party with those PHD Kids. I Love Electronic Music, I Love Techno, I Love having a Party on New Years and I Love Carl Cox so i guess thats enough reasons.

Once Again! Carl Cox!!!!

2006-12-18T04:59:00.000-08:00

A Concert by Loser for Losers.

Bloody hell, there was an another show @ Telestra Dome toight!!!. It is so annoying that 50,000 people walking around my house on MONDAY NIGHT!!!

Well, i must really dont like him.......He just seems really Stuck Up!!! but yesterday, i thought at least i should listen his music first....However!!! My Computer totally Refused to Down Load his music!!!! Really, normaly it is easy to down load popular stuff but really my computer refused to down load!!!

Come on Carl Cox!!! I am waitting for you to rock the house!!!

2006-12-17T04:27:00.000-08:00

The Reason I Love Electronic Music.

I think there was a Robie Williams Concert @ Telestra Dome tonight....I am not exactlly sure but some peole were seeling Robie Williams T Shirt so, i beleive must be it. When I was walking from Souther Cross Staition to home, there were so many people at staition and streets. I think concert just finished. I was listening Carl Cox Live Set @ sound factory and i was really getting into music and i am more and more getting exciting with NYD.

Suddenlly on the way to home, i thought "I Love Electronic Music so much and like it than any other music!!" I mean, i always listen everything. Jazz, Blues, Reggae on and on and on...really everything, but the reason why i like elecronic music most is that, its different with someone singing a song. Song have a Lyric so that, whatever lyric say is the meaning of that song. For Exapmle, if song goes " I Love You......." "I Miss You...." that means "I Love You" and " I Miss You" so in the way, its easy to understand. However, with electronic music, beside Vocal Tracks, there are no singing and lyrics. Its made by many different sounds but there are meaning with a lot of tracks so its like "Telling Something with out singing." Um...its hard to explain with my writting skill.....but yeah, i love electronic music than any other music.

Well, Many Singers i want to see are already diead!!! 2 Pac, Bob Marley, Ray Charles etc!!!!

2006-12-16T18:54:00.000-08:00

Check This Interview

“I think most superstar DJs are the ones who make the less effort,” he suggested, “They do not even buy records anymore and they play Final Scratch in order not to hurt their back.

“Or they proclaim ‘Ableton Creativity’ that rhymes with ‘I cannot be bothered with crate digging for the real gems” anymore”, he scoffed. “I have seen one very well know superstar turning at a gig with two CDs, with his whole set planned,” said Ivan, “Woooooooow! … I mean who is kidding who here?”

This superstar dj is sure still saying on media "ah, I love playing music."　I can kind of guess who is that super star dj.

By the Way, today i would like to introduce my little brother in Japan...Miss him all the time.....

2006-12-14T22:14:00.000-08:00

A Drawing by my favourite artist "Miyazaking"

I am following this artist for while now. First, i saw this guy on TV in Jap about 2 years ago and since then i start checking his stuffs on web-site and i really like his style. Well, i dont know much about actual drawing but compare with 2 years ago, he improves a lot as well.....

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2006-12-13T04:42:00.000-08:00

"I Love What I am Doing" by Carl Cox.

I watched his interview today and he was talking about how his careear start and on and on.....and he said that. you can watch that interviews and videos on www.carlcox.com. He used to carrying big sound systems in his van and driving to party to party. He wasnt even getting much money but the fact he was just doing what he loves and years later everyone start liking what he does.

If I look at myself now, i am just going to work, just do my work without any efforts. I realised today i cant put any more efforts with my job. I beleive time will come sooner than later. I dont like doing my work without Efforts and Passions. I would love to put efforts and being passionate with my job....and i used to but.....really......i cant do it anymore....

At the morment..."I hate what i am doing" However, one day i will change that to "I Love What I am doing" sonner than later.

2006-12-12T09:52:00.000-08:00

Telling this first, This is a bit of my life story......but there are lot of inspiraitions involve.....

After work, went to my Friend's house after work and had a little big party till just before. There were many Professional Musicians. Well, many of them are playing in orchestra. One of girl told me that, what ever the music she listen, she can identify which code is that song or track made by. This is something i dont have, and there is nothing i can do from now on because of my age. They are playing music from 4,5 years old. Um....when i was 4,5 years old.....i was playing lots of sports......Well, i dont have any regret that i didnt pick music when i was kid but....i wish i had an orchestra music background. I never had a chance to talk and meet with classic music players so thats very nice to meet them and they are very cool peoples.....

At the morment, i am ripping some vinyls to my laptop. I love Digital Format!!! Well, i am still Analog Lover but Digital is more convinient at the end of the day...hehe.....

Todays work wont be a fun.....but.....ah well.....Life Goes On......

Thats Very Nice Little Big Night Indeed. I dont know but, i inspired a lot. :)

2006-12-11T07:20:00.000-08:00

I Need to do something with my mixer!! Its a very sick now.....need good surgery......um.......IF this is Japan, all i need to do is bring my mixer to any music store and they will send it to Pionner but......in Aus i have to go to Pionner by myself etc.....well, i am not complaing about Aus at all.....but i just wish they do same thing with Japan in Aus......

Most of the time now days, all i think about is pretty much about music.......um......its same feeling with a few years ago...when i was playing around at clubs and parties.....but at that time, i was just playing "Dance Dance Dance" music and didnt know anything about industry etc.....but now, i play a lot more slower style of music. i learned things about industry etc....so what should i do....um......i just need "Guts" to push my self......

Recently, i start to play really dark style of music......its actually because i am confusing with a lot of things so obviously, music become darker than usual as well........i didnt like dark music before.....but now, i actually dont mind it.......because if i am sad, i am sad so i play dark and emotional tracks. On the other hand if i am happy, i am happy so i play positive and fun tracks.....When you are sad, you dont have to listen some happy music to try make yourself happy.....because it doesnt really works....when you are sad, may be its a bit hurt but you listen more sad and emotional music...to heal your pains.....Well, i am sure everyone is different but thats what i beleive.....

Um....maybe i am talking about my life story arent i??.....um......but still relating with music....so its ok isnt it?....

I offered or aproached to one of the party which held last night from a month a go but didnt work it out......yeah yeah yeah, so why did you asked me to play last year then?.....

2006-12-09T16:13:00.000-08:00

Photos of Records I bought since last month....Finally, i put photo on my blogg.....

2006-12-08T21:14:00.000-08:00

Bought 2 Record yesterday. I am not at home now so i cant remeber the title and artists. I remeber one is Tiefshwarz remix. Ar least i remeber its minimal stuffs.

Also, i bought James Holden Album "The Idiots are Winning". It is an album of the year for me. Its sounds very Holden and its deep, minimal, and again, its very holden style.Its also sounds very depress......well, its a compliment. Highly Recommend to check it.

Really Want to fix my mixer.......its so pain in the ass!!!

2006-12-02T00:04:00.001-08:00

Finished Recording!!!

I really like this cd. As i said its called "Sunshine in the Dark".

I really want to change my equipment set ups as in CDJ, Traktor and mixer for Traktor.....its cost a lot...but...hopefully i can save some money....

2006-11-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

Sunshine in the Dark ( maybe i will change it but so far i like this title).

Thats the title for my cd i am making now. I think i can finish by tomorrow. The reason for this tilte is that last a few months. i am so sutruggling with many things.....well, thats why its Sunshine in the Dark. I have been seen a lot of my dark sides last a few months as well, but i beleive everyone has a dark side in our mind somehow, so i actually thought that dark side isnt really bad things as long as we can keep that in our mind. However, While we are or i am struggling with something and feel so shit, i and we always hope some bright future or good result after struggling and having some problems....thats why i decided as " Sunshine in the Dark"

I recorded once already and have to do it a few more times but.....i actually like this set, so hope i can get chance to show everyone. :)

2006-11-26T20:10:00.000-08:00

Bought Some Records Today.

Ame- Rej.
A lot of dj says this is a track of the year. Very Serious, Dark, Solid tune.Sounds like music used in some Thrill Movie. I suprised that all instruments are played by Japanese Artists. Art Work for this record is even very cool. I will update it one day.

Petter - Robotfood.
Minimal Tune by Petter from Border Community. Sounds very like James Holden's Favourite.

Theo Parrish - Falling Up (Technasia Mix)
Havent bought this kind of straight techno for while. Loopy Loopy Techno.

Underworld - Vanilla Monkey
I bought 2 Underworld records last week too. They released 5 records at same time and now i have 3 of them. Keen to check
lest of 2. Now, these are not old Underwold sounds. Very Different with what they had done in the past and i preffear old Underwold but hey....these guys still rock!!

2 Pac - Nothing to Lose
Well, i didnt buy this but, its a new for me. Nothing to Lose....absolutely.......what-else can i say? Nothing to Lose...

2006-11-25T20:51:00.000-08:00

Shit! Its been like 6month since i did a last blog. I just couldnt be bother or, i wasnt really sure waht to write so thats why i didnt do any....

Now, I realised that if i use this blog for just my life story, i think its a bit boring.....who wants to know my life story.....so i will write and show something i find, discover in every day life.....Well, probablly mainly about music i guess....

I am making another demo at the morment......my music style becoming slower and slower and slower. No More "Dance Dance" Music....

2006-06-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

すっかり、さぼり気味になっているこのブログ。ま−一般公開してる訳じゃないからかな。ってかそこそこ忙しいしな。

　なんで、いきなりまた書き始めたか？。それは今日、ラカメラに俺のとっても尊敬してやまない、ローリーが来てくれた事だ。ちょっと嬉しさのあまり涙がちょちょ切れそうだった。おれも年をとったら、ローリーみたいなかっこいいおやじになりたいな。まじで、まさかほんとに来てくれるとは思ってなかったから、嬉しかった。こういう風に今でもホテルの良い人達と繋がっていられるのはすっごく嬉しい。

　仕事は順調です。クワンと一緒に働くのは一番良い。相性が合う。彼も同じ事を言って来たし。フライパン８個ももうぼちぼち慣れて来たな。まー訳の分からない事とか仕事で少しあったりするけど、でも順調にいってるはずだ。

2006-05-10T16:49:00.000-07:00

ついにジャケット購入！！！わーい！！！

　　仕事が終わってから速攻でメルセン行って、、、お買い上げ！ほんと一月ぐらいからずーっと欲しかったからな。やっと手に入れれてハッピーだい！長い道のりだった。カーハットのいつもの兄ちゃんがステッカーえらい沢山くれた。ターンテーブルとプレステの上にキレイにはらせてもらった。今年の冬もこれで乗り越えれそうです。よっしゃー！！！

　　しかも家から荷物が来てた。タオルケットと本。「イチローと松井の哲学」って本は良いな、熱い！。日々の完全燃焼の大切さがとっても良く書かれている。タオルケットは寝る時に使ったら、、、、、まだ日本の家の匂いがして嬉しかった。ほんとこれからも完全燃焼して行かないとな。

　　夢の中でラングハムの人達が勢揃いの夢を見た。モンローと二人で馬鹿話をしてたのを覚えてる。

2006-04-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

「人生楽ありゃ、苦もあるさ」

　　そんな事を感じてる日々このごろ。
　　仕事は全く持って順調だと思う。木曜日はちょっと大変だった。初めて全部一人でやらされたから。終わってからちょこっとアベルの言われた。でも今日は昨日よりは全然ハッスルした。あの、あの厳しいカレルが、「今日は良くやった。今日見たいに明日もやれば大丈夫だ」って言って来たのは嬉しかったな。あの厳しいカレルだったし。まーでも、カレルとアベルちょっと違うのは確か。まーそりゃ現実的に十人十色である。まー今日見たいに明日もやれるよう頑張るだけである。

　　ってかラングハムのメンバーに今日も会った。相変わらず皆大変そうだった。まーほんとラングハムの良い人たちに今でも会えるのは嬉しいね。まー俺がホテルの前でタバコすっててもマジで俺はもう気にしなくていいからね。楽だ。

　　ほんと人生楽ありゃ苦もあるさ。

2006-04-22T18:19:00.000-07:00

仕事はとっても順調！

　　金、土曜と初の週末働いたけど悪くない！。土曜日は金曜日よりもましだった。日々成長しております。まーでもまだ分からない事だらけだけど、一日、一日働いてくなかで覚えるだろう。キッチンの人たちは、、、、、ホテルよりはましだね。皆気合い入れてやってるし、、、、まーほんと妥協しないで職探ししてよかったな。
　
　　後２週間もすれば、、、、少しずつリッチっていうか、金に困らない生活が出来る！。マジで長い道のりだったな。でも今回、究極の貧乏生活をしてて思った事。「銀行の口座に＄１０しか入ってなかろうが、＄１０００あろうが、俺は俺である。金に依存することはないな。金は所詮金でしかない。」これはほんとにそう思うね。５つ星ホテルに泊まって、セレブ、ルクサリ−見たいな人生, おれは全く興味ないな。まーそんな事を昨日誰かさんと話してる時に思ったな。まー別に５つ星ホテルが悪いって言ってる訳じゃないけど、、、、、人生自分でどれだけやれるかじゃん。はい、親が車３台買ってくれました、はい、親がベルサーチに泊めてくれました。ダッセー！！　どっかの誰かさんたちより俺の方がよっぽど、熱く、濃い内容の人生を送ってるね。まー日々完全燃焼してる奴とそうでない奴らの違いさ。

　　さー今日は休みだから、、、、明日に備えて鋭気を養って明日また完全燃焼だい！

Track of the week : London Elektricity / Remember the Future! 'I remember the future-!!!"

2006-04-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

Start new life from tomorrow. Well, its only about work but.......its a big change for me. I am very lookinforward to.....

Went to buy a chef jacket and did a bit of shopping today and went to lacamera for get menu. Andy told me that a guy came for trial today went home during a service.......what a jorke. Scear to work?......I am not. Always not......well thats because of when i start working in hotel and doing cold lader..........i didnt go to work everytime because i knew i will get into trouble and i did. First 3 month, everyday i work, there were some problems. Andy and Chnag always yelled to me....always......i wont forget about this forever....."How many times i have to tell you! Stop doing those stupid little mistakes......when u do those stupid mistakes, i get told off from chef too" thats what Andy told me once. Chang was always....."you fuckin......"..........Sudarshan was always nice. No Matter what i did wrong....he didnt yell to me.....what a nice guy.....

Anyway........i will be busy tomorrow night for sure.......its Friday night and its on Southgate.....so.......but I Can Do It!!! 200%Force!!!!

2006-04-17T22:11:00.000-07:00

Well Well Well.....Long week end is over now and Glentuntly Rd is busy like usual now, too.

Went to Simon's house and cooked for him yesterday but Simon didnt tell Selinda about this so, thats only me and him.....was a bit gay....but anyway, he seems happy so thats good. Went to Tours with him.......One of them was so bad.......really bad.....i felt sick......

Anyway, i think i have to find out about job as soon as possible now. Well, if i cant get job @ Lacamera.......um....then i think i might ask Nowa and might go back there. As i metioned in blog the other day...."Tired to being Poor!!!!". I dont want to worry about money!!!! Well, have to see how i go tomorrow. I Can Do It!!!! I am on the Fire!!!!!!! No one can stop me!!!! However, its good to see that my soul isnt dead even when i dont have money. For some people, when they lose or dont have money.....their soul also die. Rich Monther Fuckers!!! Most Soul-less people in the world. I am happy that i am not like them!!! Hell Yeah!

With Music......I am more and more getting into Jazz now. Its good music.....I feel like i am getting old by start listening Jazz or i may should say i am growing up. I kind of like my self listening music. I think Jazz is music for Adult or old people. Not many young people listen jazz. Maybe its a bit too formal for them or......too complicated or i dont know.....but....its very very cool music. Chill Out, Relax.....Love Music!!!

2006-04-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

"Tomorrow always come after the dark.".....Unconditional Love/2 Pac.

一昨日派手に遊んだから今日は何もしないレイジーデイ。水曜日にはトライアル、明日はサイモンの家まで出張シェフ。
　　特に、これと言って凄い何かを書きたい事がある訳でもないけど、、、、、、、、季節の変わり目、ここらでマジで気合い入れてやり直さないと駄目だ！。やるからにはやはりいつも完全燃焼で行かないとな！。燃えて、燃えて、燃えまくる！それしかない！。ちょっと落ち気味になってる今日だけど、ほんと気合い入れてやらないと！。

　"Tired to being Poor"....Changes/2Pac

携帯にメッセージがこの前まで見たいにがんがん入って来ないのにやっとなれて来たかな。さてと。後ろを振り向かないで、前だけみて進んで行かないとな！

　I Am Seiji!!! Here I am!!!
　

2006-04-14T21:32:00.000-07:00

Now I can confidently say that " I know What is the Force?"

Yes! Saw Joris Voorn!!!! He played Awesome Set!!!!

Anyway, my good Friday start quietly. just keep listening Joris Voorn etc and Yeah, i have got another trial now! One on Southgate!!! but this is a Chef position. Not a Cook so it will be tough but I can do it!!!!!

Leave home around 2:00 and get there around 3:00. James Holden was already start playing. When we got there, we were absolutely Straight so i was checking James Holden more clearly and checking than when i am off head. However, he rocked me indeed!!!!!!!!!!! I felt that i was getting into his music. What a genius skinny, little guy. However, again we were absolutely straight so couldnt stay there for long time so me and Oliver went for walk to Crown and had a cafe and back to Venue again, and went for walk again etc.....and around 7:00, i luckly scored a stuff. After partying for 6years, its not hard to score stuffs because i know people.

and before Joris Voorn start, i went to outside for toilet.....however, when come back to gate, Security guys saying "No, no entry after 8:00 so cant come in".......I was like "What a fuck these guys are on about?" but i knew they are not going to let me in either i say any reasons so.........I called Simon for a big help. I came to this party for see my an idol who i have been waitting for 2 years and cant see him...how waste is that? At the end....Simon called Brad and he let me in.......Thanks god.....Simon was my hero yesterday. Without his help, i couldnt see Joris Voorn.

Now, finally i met my an idol. He started off with Club Wire and played so many of his own tracks. Well, i droped pill but i wasnt feeling anything so when he start playing i was still super straight but.....he almost made me cry. I love his music........"Force".....thats what his music is about to me. Also, he made my wish came true!!!! Yes, he played "Can You Feel the Force?"........what can i say? how can i say?......it was just full of "Force" Thats all i can say. He finished set very nicely and....i went to shake hand and i said to him "I felt the Force." and he was looks very happy too. What a great communicaition via music. Thats what its all about. "Communicaition". I Love Music. I will remeber about yesterday for forever......

2006-04-13T15:41:00.000-07:00

さて！遂に俺のアイドルと今日対面です！。偉い長い事待ったよなー。約２年！。今日遂にフォースを感じる事が出来る！。まーブツの方がまだ手に入ってないけど。

　　昨日親にメールしたら「仕事はどうだ？」って思いっきり突っ込まれた。ちゃんと理由は説明しといたけど、、、、理解したかな？。ほんと、出す料理もくだらん、おる人間もくだらんような所でやるのなんて無理無理！

　　ラングハムのローリーが言った事は忘れないな。「常に前を向いて先に進め。後ろは振り返るな！」昨日ホテル出てから橋を歩ってる時一度ホテルを振り返ったけど、その直後にそのローリーに言われた事を思い出して、二回は振り返らなかった。ほんと、ローリーは「
ミスターホスピタリティー」だ。ホテルのキーをもう持ってないのが寂しかったりするけど、前だけを見て進んで行かないとね。常に前進あるのみ！

2006-04-07T06:43:00.000-07:00

今日は何を思ったのか、日本語でブログを書く。まー何故今まで英語で書いていたかと言うと、ブログを始めたと当初は一般公開をする予定だったから英語で書いてたけど、、、、、このブログは完璧な非公開ブログになっているので、、、「日本語で良いだろう」

　さて、何人かの人に意見を聞いた結果、、、、「アンドリューに電話しよう」って事になって電話したら、、、、ゴルフ中で、「取り合えず明日来てくれ」って事になった。まさか「来て」って言っといて「採用しません」は、、、、ないよな？。ドキドキです。マジでこの超赤字生活から抜けださないと、、、女の子と遊びにも行けません。カーハットよ待っておれ！すぐ現金持って行ってやるわ！
　親からは苦情が出始めている事だし、、、、。

　ラングハムライフも後２日で本当に終了です。昨日もこれについては書いたからここでは書かないけど、色んな事があったな。ちょっぴり寂しい気もするけど、、、、、、、、、、、まー人生どんどん先に進まないとね。

　そう言えば今日、シェフノワに会った、、、、俺が仕事のオファーを断ったのにも関わらず、笑顔でお互い話せたのは良かったな。さすがはノワ！リスペクト！

　職探しの事でとってもマイナス思考になったりする事がある日々このごろだけど、自分の中でどんな事があってもポジティブに考えるようにしてる。アミシィが駄目でも、火曜日もう一件違うところで、トライアルをこぎ着けたから、どんな結果になっても素直に受け入れて、前進あるのみ！　

2006-04-02T18:15:00.000-07:00

My Bank Account is absolutely empty now! Holy Shit!!!!

Well, at least i have got job interview today so which is good. Hope i can get job. I dont want to do this super broke life anymore!. Um........hope i can get it.

Be Side that, life is ok. Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Broke!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i am still alive and being normal Seiji!! Lets Do this Shit!

2006-04-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

"Whole World is waitting for me to open a door" Thats what i feel after i resigned. This is great that i dont need to stress anymore with politics bullshits anymore! I will miss many people at hotel but will never miss that place!!!

Today was the day i did back to back. Well, when i heard this word " Back to Back" I thought its about DJ's Back to back but anyway, get up early, well, get an hour extra sleep because of Summer time finish today. Work was dam easy. I was expecting Crazy Busy because its Formula 1 Grandprix.....but its totally dead!!! so both Anthony and David wanted us to go home so i happily finished earlier. I dont really care anymore about that place and my time is more important than working at there so, yeah thats good i finished earlier.

Came home, continue down loading music. Um.....Down Load music is the deffnaly my hobby now. Well, i know its not good thing to do as hobby because we all should buy cds and support artists but.......we can get so much music by free so, we dont we use this technology? Down Load more of James Holden tracks and............This guy is a genius!! Very Looking Forward to see this guy! Plus...........of course my long time waited Hero Joris Voorn! This will be deffnaly an awesome party!

2006-03-31T15:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, finally i resigned. My Last day is 13th April but.....i dont have many shifts on next week yet so in a way, this week might be the last week. No More Langham!. Once again, i will miss some people at there but i wont miss that place.

2006-03-29T16:09:00.000-08:00

I am goingto resign today! Finally! work there a year and half so, thats long enough. Time to go to next stage in my life!

Um...... will misss peoplein langham but wont miss that place.

2006-03-28T16:04:00.000-08:00

I am doing job hunting more seriosuly now since come back from Darwin. I am going to get P.A form from Langham today. No More Langham Life for me. Totally i am over it. Deffnaly, went to Darwin tells me something.

Laterly, i am having very good relationship with my family. I am an aidle in my family now. hahah.....cant belive it. Well, thats because of since i relaised something which i wrote in my very first blog. Very Proud of myself now, very proud of my family etc, very proud of my life!!!! I am Seiji, Here I am!!!

Yesterday, i D.L many of Nathan Fake tracks and .......this guy is awesome!!. Cant belive he is only 23years old this year...only one year older than me and making this incredible music........Respect!!!!.......but still i dont wish to be like him....as in.....i am proud of myself so,......dont jelous about him. I know he is making so much money.....but yeah, i am burning same as he does so,.......i am happy with it but really, this guy is great. Sound Balance, Melody, Beat, everything is perfect.

2006-03-25T20:36:00.000-08:00

Just come back to Home. Melborune is hot today. around 34 degrees.

Feel like New Life is staring now because i had a holiday and re-set my mind. I know i said this 100 times already but again. i learned so much things from this trip.

1, Australia is bigger than what i imagined
2, Importance of what i do in my life.
3, Melborune is not only the place to live.
4, Its actually fun going away just by-myself...its not hard to make friends.

There are a few more but too many to mention.

Back to My Reality now.....Especially with Work......

2006-03-25T12:16:00.000-08:00

I am @ Darwin Airport now. Just waitting for boarding.

I dont want to go back but its time to back to my normal life. I learned so much things with this trip. Well, most importnant thing which i learned was "Australia is bigger than what i imagined." Yes, absolutely.

My IELTS Drama finished yesterday. Hope i can get more than 5. I am only worry about writting part.......its hard and didnt understand question clearly. Ah well, nothing i can do from now. Really, i dont want anymore IELTS Drama.......Enough.....

Big thanks to everyone who support me for this IELTS Drama.........Appriciate it.....

P.S......Why my flight is stop over in Adeleide? I thought its Direct flight!!!!

2006-03-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

Hello From Darwin!

I am having a fun in here. I dont want to go back to Melborune now. Reality is waiting for me in Melborune.....which i dont like. I realised that Melborune is actually very busy and big city since i came to Darwin. Everyone is too busy about them-selves in melborune include me. In Darwin, people seems more friendly and relax. Time goes very slowly and peacefully.

I am going to IELTS in an hour. Very Exciting! I have been waiting for 5 month for just 1 test so, yeah....very exciting now!! i will Talk alot today at Speaking test.

At Dave's house, i really like playing with Aidan and Taylor. They are very cool kids. I like playing with kids because i can be kids as well. Dave and his wife(I just cant spell her name) are very nice and kind too. For this IELTS, I relaized that i have been getting so much support from many people. Only the things which i can do for them is that i get more than 5.....I will!!!!!

2006-03-20T03:55:00.000-08:00

get up at 8:00 and go to work. At the end, Cold lader is the last shift before going to Darwin. Seafood section.....well dont have any problems by now. everything was ok. However, Sudarshan gave me extra jobs so after lunch i was busy. Make Sandwiches, make this, that, close buffe, Prep, Set up Buffe again, finish a few more jobs and thats it. After finish, super tired. Um....i was bent. Didnt somoke for 7 hours.....thats record...

Come home, check e-nmails....got reply from Nike and said "Ur Applicaition doesnt meets our requirement however all the best....." Yeah Yeah Yeah....whatever....they dont need to do that kind of shit.

Really, only 2 more days to go to Judgement Place Darwin. Very Exciting and i am thinking i should see Jumping Crocodile in Darwin......as a Crocodile Fun from when i was kid. I am actually very happy that i chose Darwin for Judgement Place because its not big tourist place and not many people knows about Darwin so, yeah.....i always like more underground place than commercial tourist place. Hope Airplain wont crash.....

2006-03-18T03:28:00.000-08:00

Um...........Day Off. Doing Nothing....this is what day off to me. Just realxing.

Downloaded more music. Today's hit was 2 Pac:Lost Soul. An Another great rack by 2 Pac. His sound is always totally different with other hip hop, RnB artists. "Wait untill rain turn to Sunshine. My Life, My Life, My Life, My Life....." Great lyrics.

I am Seiji!!!! Here I am!! Bring anything on!!!!

2006-03-17T05:01:00.000-08:00

Tonight was the last Shift before going to Darwin.
Thats wasnt busy at all. I was almost just hanging around. Chop Carrot, check outside, give hand etc.....I feel like i didnt do enough for get money.......just hanging around and get pay....ah well. Around 9:50, 2 guests came in for dinner and they were so rude!!!! Well, i know which nationality they are but i dont mention in here. Just say Rich Ugry guy with a Bitch. Usual Story in one particular country. What does it mean by "Give me Tom yum Soup".....i serve soups to guests as much as i have time but.....not to guests like her......."Give Me Soup".....Who are u???. Money change everything......for some peoples. What a sad story it is.

2006-03-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

Last Blog for a day.

Download a few tunes tonight. Um.......Best one was "Filterheadz/ Cartagena". I liked this track from when its released last year but couldnt Download till now because its not that popular track. Its always hard to find some techno tracks for D.L because its not popular music like others.
Also, LJT Bukem is very cool. D.L about 15 tracks. Very Groovy Drum and Bass.

Always Love Music!!! Motivate Me, Makes me cry sometimes, Support me, Helps me. thats what music is to me.

Good Bye to today and Hello to tomorrow.....

2006-03-16T00:54:00.000-08:00

Today is the Blog day to me. I have a lot of things to write because simply i am super positive right now.....

Swimming was ok but a guy who was swimming in same lane with me was so fast so i had to swim fast too because other wise he could over take me which i really dont like. If he tookover me that means 'I am Slower than you.....so please go fast." but i said to him " U swim very fast....". Getting regular visitor in sea bath as well.....its always fun becoming regular in place i go.

"Today is the most important day in my life than tomorrow, yesterday, next year or last year!"
This sentence suddenly came into my head today when i was waiting train.....Either i am sad, happy, angry or anything, today is the most important day.

This manth has been very funny because itsabsolutely like up and down up and down. One day i am happy and next day i am sad and next day i am happy........

Feel My Force!!!!!!!

2006-03-15T19:11:00.000-08:00

Maybe Today is an another Turning Point for me......

6:00 am, i got up....i was still so tired because i did double shifts yesterday, finished late and get up early. 7:00, start working......time was going fast. Today's lunch was ok, well, maybe i should say 'I Enjoyed". I did way better than yesterday....already start remebering menus.
1:30 finished and talked with Chef with what are we going to do as in work full time or not etc. Ended up today was the my last shift. Worked only 3 days.....this is my record now. However, thats the best way of resigning. It will never happen in Langham like that. Me and Chef were both happy with conclusion.....Win, Win Situation because as i said to chef, i dont want to work there while i know that i am not going to become chef but chefs are trying to train and teaching me. Thats is very disonesty to me. Chef was totally agreed with me. I said to him that i have something-else i want to do in my life etc.... and I wont forget what he said to me for forever. "I still sometimes feel that I dont want to do this job anymore and do something-else but to me its too late. However, u are still young and if u know what u want to do, stick with that, thats better for u."........He is the real Chef. I respect him a lot now. If this is some chefs in hotel.......they dont care about me.....they only care about them so if i say i will quit.....they wont care at all. I know they are head chef and excutive chef in 5 Star hotel, so everyone will be like "Wow....5 Star hotel head chef,.....thats great". but to me....like Nowa(Head Chef in that restaurant) is more respectful and passionite Chef than those 5 star dick heads. I know Nowa is just head chef of restaurant in small suburb compear with 5 star head chef.....but Nowa is 100 times better than those 5 star dick heads!!!! Respect!!!!

After talked with Nowa......i strongly feel that i need to follow what my hurt says. This is Rolly from Front House of Langham told me too. I know it will be hard to beome what i want to be....but.....now i think i have to do it. I strongly feels that i am learning and growing.

2006-03-14T03:11:00.000-08:00

Start New Job today. Well, i may should say "Start an another job". From Tomorrow, i have to work in 2 place in a day. I know it will be tough but....i am sure i will be fine....i will have a little bit more comfortable but not too comfortable and independent life soom. It will be good!!

2006-03-12T19:24:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was very fun day off for me.

Had a BBQ at home with everyone. Thats very multi-cultural BBQ party. Australian, Italian, English, Japanese.

I went out with Simon and his freinds to Crown. Havent catch up with him for while because every Saturday, by the time i finish work, i dont really feel like going out because already too tired after cooking for over 300 people so thats good to catch up with him.

Crown's night clubs were totally packed as usual but thats just commercial music. Doesnt make me dance at all. After partying and playing music for 5,6 years.......cant dance with anything, cant enjoy with any music and i know that if djs playing good music, that makes me dance very naturally. Djs just playing commercial music because thats what everyone wants to hear. However what i like about clubbing or partying are that, listen some tunes which i never heard, Djs play good music, Crowds and DJ always respect each other etc. Um.....I am thinking to go to a few parties on April for a few international djs i wanted to see for ages so.......they will make me dance for sure......

However, again thats good to catch up with friends. Just talk shits....but its always fun......

2006-03-11T04:04:00.000-08:00

Just came home now. Work was alright i guess........usual Saturday.

I need change!!!! I am thinking about strategies for this change. I might need to do like 10 more interviews to get job. I am sure i feel great when i find another job.....because i can see this will be long way. Well.....i know that to achieve something is not easy!!! I learned this from playing music but i have been always achieving my directions so, i am sure i will be fine this time too. "Nothing is Impossible" I always beleive that.

2006-03-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

Um.......not long way to get P.R now. I just got e-mail from my lovely agent ( They are really nice peoples). Only 1 Left now which is IELTS. Really, IELTS has been my biggest Drama for while now. I am kinf of exciting with IELTS now. Not realy norvous or anything like that. I worry more about things like "Date of Test", "Airplaine wont crash" etc....

With Work issue.......That place is always the same. Never Cahnge. Full of Bullshits!!! but today was kind of ok because i was working alone....no one guy from stewarding was there to clean kitchen so we chat a bit too but most importantly, i was working alone so no yelling, bullshitting etc....whcih was good and i complete all of my tasks so which was also good.
One of guy from Banquet told me that he is going to resign.......i didnt suprise.....i want to resign as quick as possible too. Really i hate that management style.....Thats not My Way at all. Totally oppsite.....

2006-03-08T16:20:00.000-08:00

Ah.....I need an another job. Now I have too much free time because i am not student anymore. Only about 20 hours of work per week.....what can i do with that money? Nothing.........cant buy stuffs i want to buy etc. I deceided my self to buy a car in 5 month so i really need an another job. However, i feel like i want to do some diffferent type of job. A bit sick of hospitality or kitcehn job. Kitchen job is ok as lon as i am working in restaurant which i love food they make. Just Working in restaurant in somewhwere is not good. Totally Sick of Hotel as well.......

Um....what should i do today?.....Swimming for sure..........jesus......i never used to have this much of free time in my life.. A few good things about this free time is that i have so much time to think about my-self etc which i cant think about it when i am busy because of simplu lack of time....

2006-03-04T06:44:00.000-08:00

Today I realised something very important which i used to think i was wrong but today i realided that i was actually right!!! Just simply I used to think like "I wish i am Rich" because in my school there were so many super rich international students because of thier parents. From Last a few days ago.....i was thinking about it but i wasnt sure.....but now i know i am right and i actually made right desicion. Now i am very very happy and satisfaied with the decision which i made a long long time ago. I made that desicion so that if i look at myself now, i can appriciate and enjoy so many things. Good Examples are Music and Arts. If I made different desicion before, i dont think i could appriciate and enjoy those and music and arts in my life. I am so happy that i actually made right desicion....Well, why i realised this today? maybe i will write one day.....

2006-03-03T18:30:00.000-08:00

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